best thing my mother ever taught me...well one of the best because there has been many...the first time my heart was broken was by a girl friend...she chose the man over me...actually now that i think about it my first 2 heartbreaks were close girl friends...both pushed me aside for men...the first actually married him and now has children with him so maybe she chose correctly...the second i have no idea where she is or who she is with...i still think about her...i can actually remember when she "dumped" me...she was making a mix tape (yes tape:) and i thought it was for me because i was making her one...i thought i caught her and was amazed that we were both making each other one even after she insisted it was for "dickhead"...we were in her kitchen and i was leaning against the counter and it sunk in...oh shit...here goes another one...but still to this day i have the most faith in my posse of femme fatales...i have continued to lose some but have also been blessed with gaining more...i have my crew now...i know who has my back completely...trauma does that...it shows you who really cares...it's easy to be a friend when life is peachy but the true friend hangs when it's shitty...and scary...and so not fun for like months...unless of course when you are with them, talking to them or just thinking about them and they help you remember what fun is, how funny you are and that it won't always be not fun...oh how i love my girls...and even though my momma has said she never wants to be my friend she is my ultimate one...she is my queen bee...and i may not know a lot at this juncture in my life but i DO know i am a good friend to have and that i have my mom to thank for that...
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You know I would never dump you for a man...unless it was Johnny Depp - but lets face it, you know that already, and my chances are slim to none.
ladies - take the comment block off the blog - no fun if I have to wait for "owner approval" to post!!! Keely
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